Jared cancelled Eyecon :(

I feel like I jinxed us by getting so excited too soon sigh.....Maybe I should apologize to everyone else who won the breakfast auction.  Seriously, I am completely bummed about this.  It's not even just the breakfast.  Now I am worried that I will never be able to get him to sign a charm for me.  Creation is always so rushed with autographs and pictures, they may not let him.  I was already worried about not being able to get Jensen's signature, now I may not be able to get Jared's either. 

To make matters worse, I had offered to get extra autographs for Support Supernatural to give as prizes and gifts, and now I can't do that either.  I feel completely shallow, but this whole thing just makes me really unhappy.  I swear, if they cancel LA, I'm just gonna cry.  Seriously.