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keliosI haven't watched the finale yet (I have to watch a few others first), but it sounds like Sam and Dean at least reconciled a little bit. I'm a little unnerved to realize that it seems like I was mostly waiting for Sam to stop being awful to Dean in order to feel better about the show. I love both brothers, but Sam's motivations and emotions are always harder for me to access--there are times I find it hard to believe that Sam loves Dean the way Dean loves him, but I have never once doubted that Dean loves Sam with every fiber of his being.
That has made the last two seasons incredibly hard to bear. Sam's horrible, OOC behavior in the beginning of S8 and S9 (admittedly with reason in S9, but still taken way too far) just hurt in a way that nothing else in the show ever really has. I need to SEE that Sam loves Dean, I need to feel it, not just accept it intellectually, and it's been far too long since I could truly do that.
Now I just have to hope and pray that F.U. Carver doesn't fuck things up even worse next season.
That has made the last two seasons incredibly hard to bear. Sam's horrible, OOC behavior in the beginning of S8 and S9 (admittedly with reason in S9, but still taken way too far) just hurt in a way that nothing else in the show ever really has. I need to SEE that Sam loves Dean, I need to feel it, not just accept it intellectually, and it's been far too long since I could truly do that.
Now I just have to hope and pray that F.U. Carver doesn't fuck things up even worse next season.
