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[kelios]

Title: Lies of Omission
Author: Kelios
Pairing: None (potential Sam/Dean)
Rating: PG-13 for language
Length: Short story
Prompt: lies, on comment_fic
 

Sam's always been good at lying.  People take one look at his handsome, boyish, earnest face and instantly want to believe everything he says.  Even his brother believes him most of the time, and Dean knows him better than anyone.

What Dean doesn't know is that Sam's entire life is a lie.  Pretty much everything he's done since he hit 15 has had one goal: Dean can't know.  Can't know how completely fucked in the head his precious baby brother is, because if he did...Dean might leave and that would be more than Sam could bear. 

And yeah, Sam gets the hypocrisy, because who left who, exactly?  But he left to protect Dean, because he couldn't hide how he felt any more and he couldn't risk losing the one person that mattered to him.  He just couldn't. 

And now he's back with Dean and he's still lying.  Acting oh, so superior about the way Dean drinks and chases tail like it's his last day on earth.  Acting like it doesn't cut out his heart everytime Dean comes home smelling of whisky and cheap perfume.  He's more than happy to let Dean and everyone else think that he's just picky, that he wants a relationship, not just a quick fuck, and the funny thing is that's not even a lie.  He just can't have the relationship he wants. 

But still...it's not so bad.  Being here with Dean is closer than he's ever been before, and that will just have to do.
 

 

Comments

[demondean.livejournal.com]

<3 That was heartbreaking. You write broken Winchesters too damn well. *hugs you and the pore stubborn, lying boys*

Any chance of "Truth" fic and some hot porn in the future? ;)

[kelios.livejournal.com]

I've been thinking about it. I've become somewhat obsessed with this forum called comment_fic.
Basically, you take someone else's prompt and write a quicky. It's pretty cool, and downright addictive lol. I've got some others I'm thinking about posting--I was saving them up for a monthly contest they have, but that kinda seems like cheating.
Anyway, lies was one of the prompts, and I'm pretty sure there's a truth prompt too. Right now I'm working on one for scent, and I just finished Sam/Dean alone in the dark, Immortal!Dean/Ripley (from Aliens 4) not gonna break, and Sam/Dean knife.
In other words, porn for everyone lol.